Hello friends. My name is Pablo and I live in a small kneepit deep in the jungles of Chiapas. Here you I make the stories happy and sad and some other places inbetween. I hope you like! Welcome here in my kneepit!
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Book for sale
If you want you can buy the collected stories of Pablo from someone called Lulu.
Here's the link:
http://www.lulu.com/content/paperback-book/welcome-to-my-kneepit/1694450
All profits go towards buying potatoes for the little peoples.
Adios amigos!
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
At last I find my Mamma
But I see is just an old picture, rip a little, and at top it say ‘Rosita’. I get very confuse when I see this. She look so much beautiful just like how I remember, but me not sure why this not name my mamma. Maybe is not her really? So I ask the man working bar and he say she is very old picture, before when he work here. Best go speak with his boss in back room.

“Ola senor. My name is Pablo and I come long long way looking for my lost Mamma. I see you have picture looking like her in bar – some lady called Rosita. But Pablo confused cos Rosita not my Mammas name, is Car-”.
“Carmena” finish the old man.
After a some time he say “Rosita was her stage name, Pablo.”The old man saw Pablo looking at the photo and held out a hand.
“She loved you more than anything Pablo. She dedicated the very last song of her life to you. The song was called Take Me Home. I remember it well. She said ‘this song is a new song, and also a very old song. Is for the one I love. I pray let him forgive me.”
We looked at each other sharing some new understanding.
“She’s buried up on the hillside overlooking the sea. I can take you there if you like.”
And so he did.

So this is it. The endings of my little story. I hope you like.
Adios.
Pablo x
PS. don’t forget potatoes at the fiesta! Must always remembering - people never be sad when there are potatoes.
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
To the sea
Here I am continue my trip across Mexico find my Mamma. Almost finished. Just this one and then one final tale for you.
Hopings you enjoy...
----Phew - in this hot sun I am very much needing my big green hat!
Yes Pablo finally make the trip to big soggy sea! Is so beautiful here. The water it hold my little body so good and warm make me feel like the mushy potato filling in some sweet fried tortilla!
(warnings though – the water not so good for drinkings, is very salty. Bathing water is much better drinkings anytime!)
Here I see many peoples from different colours and shapes (so many big big bottoms!) all wanting to turn into some barbecue chickens, greasing up their fat bodies and burning their skins all day long. Some no wear no clothings at all – this make Pablo go red face too!When I get here I find me some nice peoples who say they can help me find my mamma. I help them working the beach, selling some shiny plastic bobbins to the gringa ladies. Ido very good at this because my no legs make them feel sorry for Pablo give me more moneys. I live nice place share with many other like me, where we all sleep very close up and can eat or drink the chica if is a lucky day.
But is not all easy life I tell you. Sometimes we must eat no nothing if when the police they come and take the money we make. Also the big fat men who give us the bobbins can get angry if this happen too and they no get their money. Sometimes if we lucky they just beat our faces. Other times people just disappearing. Never see them again.

The people who working like me, asking for money in the street or on beach, mostly they dream of going to where the fat gringos are coming from. Me, I dream of my simple kneepit, of Juanita and Chico, my friend Frank the Zapatista, the cheeky red-ass monkeys and my other dead friends.
Mostly I dream of Mamma.
They like it when I sing the songs I know from my Mamma, somehow they seem to know the words too and sing with Pablo and make very happy.
This singing make me feel good too. It remember me where I am from, and keep me closer still to my Mamma. ---
This story is continue tomorrow for the big end. Is then I can tell you what really happen. Until then...
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PS – if you wondering about the little kitten cats from last time, they both very happy. My friends here are sleeping with them at night, keeping nice and warm. Her you see picture them happy lazy asses with my new amigos eating the icy creams!
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Adios!
Next time - I find my mamma!
Evil bastardo God

At the end of the main road I see an old church, look like half destroyed by some God or some other bad men.
In this church I find some old woman still living, in a room with many scrawny cats cuddled round an old wood stove.
She was born in this town and had many children and good husbands who work the land and provide food for many in the town. They very good peoples who go speak with God in his big house every week and help the poor people who come from the villages far away. Everyone happy.
But then one day God make the big bottom noises and belch the twisty air so hard make the town break in pieces. When she wake she find all her family die. The peoples that live go leave the town, saying God has cursed this place. They say cannot survive someplace with no walls and so many angry dead soul.
But she is stubborn you know. She stay in the town, eating what she can, because she is wanting to know why God he do this to her. Why so much sufferings and pain? What she do wrong? She spend her days in the old church with nothing left, just her story and her cats, and she start to go crazy with God.
But then she change her sad face and look me in the eye and say that now she is happy. She say she has been here many years, waiting for something, for someone to come.
Now Pablo has come she can give away the last things she have left, and can go to the next place.
She holds out a dirty sack which seems to be moving.
“Here Pablo, you have my story, now take what is left of me. Give them a good home.”
I take the bag and thank the lady.
After I leave the old church - a few minutes down the road I hear a rumble. The last of the church has collapsed. The old woman is no more.
I look at the kittens. There are 2 of them, black and white, with small scared eyes. I put them in my poncho to keep them dry and warm and sing them a song, make them feel better. For soon we will be by the sea.
Adios amigos! Come back soon…
Monday, October 22, 2007
Grow

I see fear in the eye of many like me who wander the road, looking for food, some pesos, some place to be. Like me they have left their homes, but not like they have no kneepit to go back to.
I watch the fear as it grows in peoples eyes when they hear the army trucks come, or they hear the guns that scream the pain of their lost loved ones.
But is not just the living who have no place to go. Here I see the dead sprits walking at night - their resting places destroyed by the modern world, and the new gods sent to 'save' them.
When they come walking I will always greet them and invite them sit by the fire with me, this way they feel less lonely and afraid.
Sometimes they speak, but some words I cannot understand.
Mostly they sing their slow sad songs, making Pablo sleepy.
When I wake I am fresh and happy, thinking of the new day, knowing that it may bring me soon to my mommas arms!
Until next time my friends.
Adios!
Friday, September 28, 2007
Blue
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Ola my friends, it has been a long hard journey for me these weeks. For many days I have been without my underpants and my singing monkey. Some nights I get so cold and lonely I think of all the friend I am leaving behind in my kneepit, the fun I had with my potatoes in the fields, and the fiestas I would make for everyone come stuff their fat faces. Pablo feel very sad for himself, wishing I had my dead doggie back to lick the tears from my face, or that my papa never sell my legs in card game to the gringos long time ago, so I could walk proper to where my heart it lies by the waves in the sea.
Most of all I miss the sweet smell of my mamas long black hairs, the sound her singing and screaming in the night, and the bitter hot taste her special mole.
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One morning I wake up and find I am not too far from a big village, bigger and stranger than I ever see before. I notice everything is so very quiet, even the birds have gone away. This make me scared, so I make my way slow past the crushed trees and broken rocks until I see a place so beautiful – I think I must be dreaming!
All the walls are painted blue and red and yellow and green and the roads are smooth and clean. It look just the same like something from a photo I find one time when the big truck crash and kill many chickens and peoples some years ago. I kept this photo under my pillow for many years, until it disappear one night, same time my mama she go away.

So I look inside the houses, thinking that maybe I find someone there, or maybe some clue why everything so empty and sad here. But inside is empty too, and dirty with dust, and old, so much older than the world outside the village.
Too scared to stay here long time, I decide to move on as quick as I can. I keep on going and don’t look back until I am back in the forest and the birds are singing again.
Its funny, but as a bambino I always dreamed to visit this place, but when I got there I found I did not want to stay. I am wondering what this mean when I fall to sleep.
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Later that night I dream of a big jaguar, who carry a baby in her teeth away from big forest fire.
When I wake I find the tip my fingers blue because of some long black hairs twisted round them.
It is then I start to smile again for the first time in many weeks.
My mama, I know, she cannot be too far away.
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Adios amigos. Come join me again soon!
Sunday, September 23, 2007
My friend the singing monkey
I never see him, but I know he there because I hear him singing from the tree tops just above my head. When I look and call out for him he hide away. Maybe he shy monkey? I dunno. Pablo not mind, am just happy to know I am not alone.
One time I am tired and sad. I was stuck, cleaning my underpants by the magic lake in the mountains, eating some nanbannas, wondering how I can get across the other side. This is when I hear him start singing some very sad song, the kind that make your eye tickle and your ribs ache with longing for some warm arm huggings.

I cry for some long long time, and finally, when I run out of eye water I see my hat has gone. Just when I think I may cry some more, I see my hat peeking out a small wood boat behind where the tree the monkey was singing from before. A boat!
Pablo very happy! Now Pablo can get across the lake!
But what about my friend the monkey? He help Pablo with his singing and his magic, what can I give him to make him happy?
Pablo know what to do. I take out the freshest avocadoes and nanbanas, and the chica from the Lacandon Indians, and make for him a beautiful salad. I move away so I cannot see and sing to him one of my fiesta songs for that he can eat and make happy.
When I finish my singing I see that all the food has gone. Happy, I get ready for the boat.
But wait, where are Pablo’s underpants?
“The cheeky monkey he take my underpants”, I am thinking and laughing, as I get into the boat. I laugh for a good long time, which give me strength to go fast across the waves.
It is only when I am nearly the other side do I stop laughing long enough to hear the silence, and that I realise that my friend he has gone, and I am alone again.
Without my underpants.
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Remember friends – take good care your underwears, or maybe the cheeky monkey will take them.
And you will lose a good friend.
Adios amigos!
Monday, August 27, 2007
Visitor

Sunday, August 19, 2007
Palenque arrows

In the meantimes here is what the Lacandon indians gave pablo.
And also in colour:

Remember that it is a long way to travel to find your soul. And to find the answers you have to know the right questions to ask.
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
the moons of Palenque
I have been having a hard one this week.
You see, is a long trip for a someone no leg like me make my way over mountain to the sea.
Some places I see nothing but dark ahead. Some times I was thinking I must give up, go back and never see my momma, or the sand and the sea.
You see was a long time ago I eat my last potato and now I must eat what I find in jungle floor. Is not easy.
Each night I hear roar my belly button jaguar, and I must rub him very hard make him shut his face.
As I head north up the hills I see the fruit from the forest seem to be hiding away more and more from me, make me weak and my eyes spin round my brain like the time I eat the funny fungus.
So there I am, lying in the muck, singing to the blue moon in the sky, when out of the shrubbery come a ghost man, long white dress, hair black and long, scars run down his old crumply cheeks and big big nose big like the toucan birdy.
I am so very tired, I think I must be dreaming, or maybe it is some angel come to take me to meet my dead friends. So I give him a smile, welcome him and sing him my bestest song.
Soon there are many more angels come, watching, listening me, waiting for something…
Next I know it is daytime and I wake up near some old, beautiful stone temple, naked under soft flower smelly white sheet. Now I can see where all the fruits must have gone, for in front of me are so many jams and breads Pablo cry out with joy!
After I stuff my face stupid the man with the funny nose he tell me they are in this village the last of the Lacandon Indians – forced to run from the world when the devil it come to take their history and land. He say he come to help when he hear the sad songs I sing, like they hear the pain in my heart, and this make us brothers (or some such thing – Pablo not too sure - they speak a bit funny you know?). He tell me all about their ancestor the Maya and how now they are hiding, waiting for the world to start up again. Me I tell them of my kneepit adventures, my dead doggie, my mamma and my potatoes. We become good friends.

Anyways, after many more talkings, I realise I am very dirty (after many days Pablo start to smell like the burros underpants).
After much fun and frollickings in the lake I tell them it is time I must be going. Before I leave they give me special magic arrows to protect me from the monsters I may meet on the way, and they also teach me how to make the special Mayan guanny banny passion pie - for to make the lady nice and comfy should I ever be feeling lonely!
Me, I promise to come back one day, bring them some of my special potato pancakes fresh from my kneepit. That day we promise to make the fiesta under the stars and make everything well again with the world.
Adios amigos – hope you can be joining me some time soon again!
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Saturday, July 21, 2007
A Pablo Poem

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At night it very cold and lonely in the mountain.
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This make me think of old Toltec poem song. Is about the world without Quetzalcoatl – the god of light. I hope you like.
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Who will take me? Who will go with me? I am ready to be taken, alas. All that was fresh, the perfume, my flowers, my songs, have gone along with them.
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Great is my affliction, weighty is my burden; I write out a new song concerning it, that some time I may speak it there where I shall go, a song to be known when I shall leave the earth, that my soul shall live after I have gone from here, that my fame shall live fresh in memory.
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I cried aloud, I looked about, I reflected how I might see the root of song, that I might plant it here on the earth, and that then it should make my soul to live. The sweet exhalations of the lovely flowers rose up uniting with our flowers; one hears them growing as my song buds forth, filled with my words our flowers stand upright in the waters.
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But the flowers depart, their sweetness is divided and exhales, the fragrant poyomatl rains down its leaves where I, the poet, walk in sadness...
The Project Gutenberg EBook of Ancient Nahuatl Poetry, by Daniel G. Brinton
Pablo’s journey begins

I dunno. All I know is Pablo has got to go and follow the flies.
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Before I go I say adios to my friends Frank, Chico, Juanita, the cheeky spider monkeys and my beloved potato farm. Since maybe I will never see them again, I take a little bit from each of them to carry with me in my little bag (Juanita - she give me many slappings before I get something from her).
I am hoping you will join me and help make my journey less lonely.
Adios amigos!
Saturday, July 14, 2007
Pablo’s summer fiesta
Now there is much dancing. Pablo must sit and watch them spin around and around the big fire moving to the sound of the forest tree and the big wind. The cheeky yellow monkeys have come too, to feast on the many nanbannas and to whip the asses of the slow dancers make them go faster and faster.
Pablo keep serving drinks and potatoes, chatting with his new friends, and the old ones. But also he keep on watching, looking into the black forest for some sign from his momma.
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Just when the fire is at its strongest, Pablo sees them coming. They come buzzing from the north, one hundred or more fireflies light up the skies so fast they make dizzy and scared the guests who all run to hide in each others kneepits. They see the flies come down and make the party. They eat all the potato and green mush that was left, drink all the guannyganny cocktails and then they fly away as quick as they were coming back to the northern hills.

Pablo sees that the people have gone quiet and scared so to make better he sing the song of the rabbits hairy forest – the one his momma teach him when he was a bambino – and soon everyone begin to make happy once more, with dancings and laughings and fightings and howlings like all good parties they must have.
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Many hours later the sun come to tell everyone the fiesta must finish for one more year. Pablo say goodbye to all his old friends, all his new ones and to the cheeky monkeys and capybaras who came to enjoy the fun too.
Pablo is so very tired, but now how can he sleep? Now he has a big big problem.
Pablo must decide.
Should he take a big voyage of discovery - follow the fireflies north over the secret mountains and past the dangerous gringo army camps to the seaside, for surely that is where his momma must be?
Or should he stay in his kneepit with all his friends, keeping the crops safe from the evil rank tatty scabs?
Pablo knows his momma said to him he must always follow his heart – but what to do when your heart is broken in different pieces?
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Come back soon to find out what Pablo decide!
Adios my amigos!
Thursday, July 12, 2007
Potato Museum
Make me happy thinking some people's love potatoes like Pablo like potatoes!
One day I must try to draw a potato.
Until that day my friends!
Adios!
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Sunday, July 08, 2007
Pablo follows the firefly
He see small fire that fly in the air in his kneepit window.
He think it call to him so Pablo must follow the fire through the door.
The fly take Pablo through the jungle, just ahead his face, too far for his hand to touch.
After one hour maybe more the fly disappear into the ground. Everything is so dark again.
Pablo sit down and feel the floor so very soft with leaves and mucky dirt.
Suddenly Pablo feel very much like sleeping.
So Pablo begin to sleep and then he dream of the sea, the clear warm water that lick the toes, the funny fishes that swim up to Pablo and smile and do the fishy dancings. Pablo hear many people laugh, some small people some bigger ones, then he hear the voice of his Momma:
“Pablito, dear Pablito, you must wake up now. You must go back to your kneepit and harvest the potato for the summer fiesta. Many people will come Pablito and they will all be needing your potatoes to make them happy. Adios my dear bambinito!”
When Pablo wakes on the mucky floor it is light. He wakes up all wet where he has been crying for his mama. Pablo wash the mud from his eyes in the small pool of tears he has made. When he stand up he can see the potato field.
He know what he must do.

Pablo take off his shirt and start to dig and dig.
He dig for his momma and for all the friends he have now and for all the friend he will make new.
Pablo begin to smile and sing the song of plenty for make good the harvest this year.
"It will be a good fiesta", Pablo is thinkings, "many will come make fat their faces."
"I only wish mamma could come too."
Heaven
I dream I will go live the most beautiful kneepit in the world of kneepit.

Then I wake up, and my bed it is soggy from my weepings, so I must go sleep in basket my dead doggie.
There I am liking to dream about swim with the sweet smelly nanbana cakes. Yum Yum - happy dreams!
Adios amigos!
Sunday, July 01, 2007
Pablo’s magic tears

Warning from Pablo: Make sure you got a nice face rag handy in case you cry too!
Enjoy!
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Washed by tears and slobber, Momma dried little Pablo between her hefty bosoms and spoke sweetly to her child:
“Oh my dear Pablito. You must understand that one day I shall go away and you must tend to the potatoes yourself”
“But momma, I am too small for to dig the potatoes. And how can I carry the water to the fields when I have no legs?”
Momma sighed and said “Dear Pablito, you will not always be so small. You are like a small potato sprout right now, but you will grow into a fine strong plant one day, big enough to feed all the monkeys in the jungle.”
“But my legs? How can I be quick and strong like you and carry the water from the river to the potato field and make the crop grow?”
“For this my Pablito, one day I must break my own heart to leave you. Only when I am gone will you move without legs the water the earth needs to live.”
With that Pablo began to feel sad, so very sad his cheeks began to shake with pain, so the water it came so much and so strong he thought it would never stop.
“But how mamma – how can you leave me here in tears?”
“There, there Pablito. Tears are good not bad. Without tears you have no heart, and without a heart you cannot love.”
His mother looked Pablo in the eyes and gave him her handkerchief.
“I want you to take this Pablito. Always use this to catch the water from your eyes when you think of your Momma after I am gone.”
“Remember your tears are the most precious jewels in the world Pablito. And from these tears you can always make grow the biggest potatoes.”
“Your momma will always love you, Pablito.”
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Pablo remembers this story very well. He still have the handkerchief which he wear everyday around his neck. He remember how his momma give him his life, and how she break his heart.
Pablo thinks about how very lucky little Pablito was, to have known such a momma like this.
Pablo won a woot!

Saturday, June 30, 2007
death eating potatoes
I ask Juanita for some tortilla bread and I make for him my favourite green potato salad pancake and we eat and make merry for many hours together.
Death he tell me all about how busy he is working up in the northern hills and valleys not too far away, where the gringo pay the army to make the evil with the villages they don’t want up there anymore. This make death so very sad to see some many nice peoples forced to leave their lives, their history behind in the hills for to make money for some peoples many many miles away. Death feel sorry for the young bambinos too who come to him too early, before they have had time to taste the fruits from the tall trees.
After Death had eaten, Pablo give him his hammock for to make a siesta. Pablo watch Mr Death sleeping and seeing him having the bad bad dreams, Pablo hold his hand, and sing him the sweet kookaburrdy lullabye his mamma sing him when he was small, for to make Death sleep better.
Death sleep for many hours. When he wake he stretch his arms and legs. Pablo give him some of his mate de coca drink and Death he feel happy and relaxed. But when he look out the window he see it is already getting dark.
“I am sorry Pablo, but I cannot take you this time. There is much work to do in the village of San Juan and I am late already. I will have to come back for you some other time.”
Pablo said “Don't worry about Pablo senor, I shall be here. Next time you come I welcome you again like the brother I never have."
And with that Death bid farewell to Pablo and headed off northwards towards the echo of gunshots and the drifting smoke of San Juan.

Saturday, June 16, 2007
how grows my toes ?
I was wondering what happen to my beautiful toes every day since when my papa he steal my legs to give some wacko fella so he could drink the special chica and make the thunderbelches from his big fat dead ass. I was dreaming that maybe, like my lovely potatoes, I could be growing back my toes one day?
So then I draw some lovely new toes sprout up from the earth, to give me hope and make me feel happy again. I put picture my new toes at end of my bed so when I wake in the night screaming, I can see them and I can dream the happy thoughts once more.


